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![]() I never really loved to read until I was given the book by the name “The Hobbit”. Before that book I was never inspired to read at all, nor was I inspired to write before that book. J.R.R. Tolkien is one of my favorite authors, and I will never forget the first time I read that book. (This was way before the movies even came out yet) When I first picked up that book tell the moment I read the last page of it, I was completely and utterly absorbed in the storyline, the characters, as well as what they had to overcome and the things they had to do to win what was there’s. (Even though they lost much more than they gained.) If I could change the ending of that story I would change it to suit my image on what should have happened up on RavenHill. That's what a good reader/writer can do! We are very powerful people when we set our minds to something as strong as a love for a character or a story. Thats who I am... that's what I have become after reading his books... this one most of all! This book changed my life more than anyone will ever know, and I wish I could tell him how much his writing, and his amazing imagination means to me. he has helped me with his strong words through think and thin! I just wish I could tell him form everyone who has this same feeling how much he has changed our lives!
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War Against The Honorable Some thought he was just a soldier in a war already lost. The man that thinks he's only a problem. The boy who decided to stop fighting the good fight, because he thought he failed. He gave everything he was, but got nothing but pain and sorrow in return. For everything that he is he got nothing. He keeps telling himself he can become something more then he is, but he never thought that he could have been the hero all along. he doesn't think he deserves the family he has, or the love others try to show him. He fights for his family more than anything, but he never thinks he is fighting hard enough for the ones he loves. Even though Sam was never there to feel the pain he harbors in his heart, there is an awful lot. And he hides it as much as he can. He never felt worthy enough. He never felt strong enough, but he always was! Dean Winchester The Soldier with an honorable heart. Rule 1. Sometimes there is a point you have to stop what you’re doing and stand back... to see the full, real picture.
Rule 2. When the going gets too tough... tough it out further. You won’t know what could happen if you don’t try hard enough. Rule 3. Underneath every person’s tough person complex there is a heart somewhere no matter how small, you just have to dig deep enough to reach that. No matter what has transpired before, there is no harm in giving a second chance to whomever deserves it. I wish I could tell you a bunch of my unwritten rules, but that may take ages to complete. I do have one thing to leave you guys with after you read my blog posts whichever ones you actually read! This are so many saying that I could put here and tell you why I chose this saying to follow my whole life, but that would also be a lot! So I will leave you with one very powerful thing from my favorite writer! He may not be your favorite, but he has inspired me to do so much with my life that none of you people would even know! ![]() The music in Skyrim is amazing! If you ever need to get rid of writers block this is my safe haven to try and grab ideas to finish writing a piece. The different tones just create special pictures in a way that not most can do. There is contrast and visual sounds that help me depict what should or could be happening in that particular moment. Sometimes I can visualize differently then what someone else would see with what the sounds are displaying in the musical picture. A lot of the music is upbeat and conflicting notes, as well as urgency to the melody. The original theme to the song has words to it, but they help the urgent effect as well as the abrupt change in tones and over tones. I dont know why this type of music helps me but it does, and I love how the piece turns out after wards! Most of the time I can write for hours while listening to the music!! Music is my life and this type of stuff boosts my theme for writing and listening to music for fun! She didn't answer. She just walked into the invisible. Aurora bowed her head holding onto a strength lost long ago. Irritated, wondering what she would say. Pretending it would be fine. You asked me why I didn't want to come back. And you turned away from all. When you sit here with a flashlight. the Darkness is raising. Just answer. ![]() I dont know why I made this type of poem, but it's more like its telling a story. My brain works in several ways and this is one of the interesting ways it likes to stray from the paths of my thoughts. It likes to go down a dark dusty road that takes me to a different place all together, a lot of the times it's amazing what happens but sometimes I'm confused at what might had transpired. I really like this black out poem I created! I don't know why I just do! I like to think it lets my "lost girl" spirit out of it's hiding place from the forest/cage it's locked up in all the time. I like to picture things happening in these types of writings, and it's really mesmerizing at what you can see! The pictures above and below are just a few pictures that I can see when I read this! You should tell me what you see! Looking up into the deep
dark sky, and seeing the rich colors of greens, blues, and oranges slithering across the sky. You may have missed this minor detail; or more like father in the sky. He flies and protects the earth in Ancient Dova words. The force of his voice is one of strong power. the Thum of a Dova is unlike the voice of man. The only human to stand as high as the True Dova King over all Skyrim is known as the Dovakiin. You can find him at the top of the throat of the world, and a great leader to the Graybeards. Many look up to that mountain in search of leadership and guidance. Although they never truly see this great king and protector, they can feel his presence in worship and prayer, and in great words of wisdom and power. The True High Dova of Skyrim. Paarthurnax! ![]() To be completely honest I love both of these great dragons, and for some reason they both hold a certain spot in my heart! Even though Alduin was supposed to be an Evil Dragon in this place called Skyrim, but to my bad-girl side he is really cool! In a Sense he could be labeled as the worst dragon, only because he waned to bring the end of the world upon those in it! I can see where people would be torn there, but when I had to kill him in the main quest I felt bad about killing the dragon. Simply because he had saved my life numerous times before, so what did he get in return for saving my life? He was killed for it. Paarthurnax is also one of the greatest leaders/ teachers in Skyrim. He is an influential speaker when he talks to the Dovakiin (The Player), and he has a lot of great sayings! There is one that I absolutely love and I live by this both in the game and in real life. "What is better - to be born good, or to overcome your evil nature through Great Efforts?" That was the saying he had told the Dovakiin when you ask him if he ever thought he might turn on the world. He tries really hard not to be like Alduin, and that is what makes him great! He has overcome his Dova's will for the power to rule as the true King of Skyrim even though he deserves it for all his hard work, teachings, wisdom, and leadership. ![]() The only reason I said what I said in my title is because I absolutely love this game, and it has so many different things you can do and be! You can be a strong worrier, an amazing archer, are true alchemist, or literally anything you can think of that fit in with Magic and Dragons. This game is based off of everything medieval and it's so great! I wish there were more games out there like this one that had sort of the "choose your own adventure" vibe to it! I know most people would say your just a lazy kid that games all the time, but I really dont care what people think, because I am super active! As a gamer girl as some say I like to look at the games from the character I play, and the things I do in the game should reflect a backstory of my created character! A good friend once told me that when you put a backstory to your character it makes it so much more fun, yet challenging to play the game as a whole! My favorite part about the game is seeing all the different Dragons of Skyrim! My favorite ones would be Paarthurnax and Alduin, even though he is evil he did so with his version of the best intentions in mind. He saw that the people of Skyrim were doing things they really didn't have to do, but In the end I did decide to kill him, because I didn't want the end of the world to be upon Skyrim. I didn't want that decision on my shoulders. ![]() Before demons and angels can go back to just fighting each other, the struggle between the power players on either side must come down to one. And on Supernatural Season 9 Episode 21, that put the battle for Hell between Crowley and Abaddon at the forefront. Maybe it was obvious, but I never really doubted that Abaddon would get her comeuppance. She may have brought a new spark to the demon world, but there can only be one King and one Crowley. And he’s not ready to lose his title. I was a bit surprised her last stand was during this hour and not the Supernatural Season 9 finale, but perhaps with the fact that there’s also a fight for Heaven, the writers would have had a hard time spacing it out all in one episode. That said, the hour tried to give her at least a little bit of possibility at a win, especially in “recruiting” Crowley to her side by bringing back his son. But I really didn’t care for the father/son bonding time. Crowley will always be a standout no matter what situation he gets put in, but introducing Gavin to the present day, as well as the campy interactions, just felt out of place. And maybe they were supposed to because Gavin was out of place, and it was that leverage Abaddon needed for the hour, yet it just wasn’t that entertaining. It made me want to get back to Sam and Dean or even Castiel and his problems. That said, the possibilities of changing time because of not returning his son to the past was very interesting. It almost felt subtle in a way, but that could do a lot for what the future has in store. Maybe it ends up being the reason for Metatron’s defeat? After all, didn’t Metatron say he knows the ending if all the characters play their parts? And Crowley has changed his up with keeping Gavin alive. Unfortunately, Abaddon didn’t get the same chance. And her whole demon army created from souls was quickly scrapped. Disappointing? Maybe. But clearly her time had come for the show and getting into a big demon battle might have been too much. Not surprisingly Dean went in alone to face her and the two engaged in a battle where someone turned on a fan that had some intense wind. Except Dean went full Mark of Cain, cutting Abaddon down to size in an overkill moment of splattering blood. That “calming” effect of the First Blade and Mark of Cain for Dean still do not seem like a good ending for Dean.And it’s that implication that was even more interesting as a further after effect of killing Abaddon. What does that mean for Dean? Surely, prolonged exposure can’t be good, but his resounding “No” to putting away the blade at the end of the hour wasn’t a positive one for Sam. But at least Abaddon was finally defeated, although Sam and Dean kept Crowley alive. Will those two ever kill him? Certainly, the relationship between the King of Hell and the Winchester brothers is a unique one, especially in giving them heads up that Abaddon was there with the secret code word. It’s like they're allies, but neither will really admit it. Though, once the Heaven situation is wrapped up, that might put the confrontational focus back on the demons.But Castiel is leading the charge against Metatron, working out of an office that seems more police headquarters than anything. I did like Dean's utterance of "commander" though. It makes sense that Castiel would try and get to Gadreel for help, but is it that easy? Does a conversation about being misunderstood and getting rid of the “bad guy” enough to flip Gadreel? I would find it hard to believe, and can only assume, much like Crowley and Abaddon, that there is going to be a twist involved. Definitely, the fact that there is a way into Heaven from a portable portal was a cool reveal, and I enjoyed Sam and Dean laughing and smiling while tricking the angel into telling them. We're definitely coming down to the wire for Supernatural Season 9, and with one demon left standing as leader of Hell, it's time to shift that focus onto the battle for Heaven. Metatron better watch out. While Supernatural viewers have always bonded over their undying love for the Winchesters, the brothers have also caused a huge divide: Are you a Sam (Jared Padalecki) Girl or Dean (Jensen Ackles) Girl? With Christmas Eve fast approaching, it's time to choose which Winchester you're going to Kiss under the Mistletoe this year. Will it be the Surprising and Goofy Dean or the Smart and Troubled Sam? To help you decide, I’ve weighed the pros and cons of each brother below. Dean ~ ~ Dean always knows how to lighten the mood. ~ Dean has his own kind of charm. ~ Dean's never afraid to speak his mind. —> But sometimes he loses touch. ~ But Dean has the Muscle Car! ~ Dean might know what he wants. —> But that doesn't mean we always respect those decisions. ~ Dean prefers to hide his. ~ But everyone knows nothing gets between Dean and his Impala Sam ~ ~ But Sam's deep like a river. ~ But Sam has his hair. ~ But Sam likes to keep his opinions brief ~ Sam might have abs. ~ But Sam sometimes doesn’t know whats best. ~ Sam's very open with his emotions. ~ Sometimes Sam can be a little rude. —> Though he might have a point. I Have chosen who I want, but that’s a matter of Opinion! Im a serious Dean Girl and no one will ever change that!!!
![]() I have a strong connection to Charlie, because she is kinda like my in a way! She’s that girl thats had problems in her past that she can’t shake, and she is a total geek/nerd whatever you want to call her! Honestly she was someone that could lift you up when you were having a horrible day! She can always put a smile on your face, even when you dont thinks its possible. She is the type of person that will forgive you even when you dont forgive yourself for something you may have done. Like when she had come back from OZ with her fully evil 'twin', her ‘twin' was going after the man that killed her parents in a car accident when she was young. While her ‘twin’ was running around beating people up for answers on the man Dean, Sam, and Charlie herself were right on her heels hunting her down. When they finally got to her Dean was left outside to make sure the bad Charlie couldn’t get into the house of the good OZ. Bad Charlie kept tormenting Dean to the point where he broke and started to beat her up as she fought back. She may have made some dumb decisions in her life, but she made them with the best intentions! Her intentions were always for the right reasons no matter what she did! To me as a girl who always tries to make the best decisions, and tries to help as many people as she can, I looked up to her as a role model! I think everyone should have a bunch of role models to look up to for different reasons, because those are the people to try to be he best they can! ![]() Okay so I was recently told that Richard Armitage is the actor of the character Guy of Gisborne in the Robin Hood TV Series (2006-2009)! I mean how cool is that! Richard Armitage is a really great guy, and I really love watching the movies/TV shows he is in! I really love watching how he really put himself in to that character fro any role he gets! He always reads the background of the character he is about to portray, and let me tell ay when he gets into the mood/ personality of that character he doesn't stop until he is told "Thats a wrap people" And sometimes even then he doesn't stop! He had played the character of Thorin Oakenshield in The Hobbit, and his co-workers literally said that he would go off on his own somewhere quite when he personally wasn't filming and get into his character. His character for The Hobbit was somewhat separated from the rest because he had always been that way, but Richard embraced that and took it to a whole new level with actually making it seem as true as he could. Okay well back to the whole Guy of Gisborne character. All though I have never seen this TV series of Robin Hood yet, I want to tell you what I think I see. I can sort of see his character being along the lines of half bad guy and half good guy. To be honest he kind of reminds me of Severus Snape from Harry Potter! I dont know thats just me! He also looks like the type of guy tat would trick someone into doing something they normally would want to be involved with! That's all just my thinking, because like I said I have ever seen it before so I was just making an assumption! ![]() As I sit in the pew I feel like I need to get a few things off my chest, so I pull out the kneeling bars and I kneel, making the sign of the cross, while folding my hands and I tilted my head down. ‘Hey it’s me! I know it’s been a while since I’ve talked to you, but I’ve had some things on my mind that need to be let out.’ I say out loud, but not too loud, starting my “talk” with a little opening to let him know I am here and ready to tell him some important things. ‘I know I’ve lead a sinful life but the feeling I get after a long hunt, it’s nothing that can be explained in one word! I feel better knowing I have saved a few people’s lives from either getting killed or becoming what was hunting them. I know I’ve strayed from your guidance and I feel bad about it, but I guess that comes with the job! That’s kinda the reason I’m here right now asking that you forgive me for the wrong I’ve done, but also asking you to look at the things I’ve done to help save people. I know I’m not the most perfect girl in the world nor am I the worst, because yes I believe that you’re here with me but I don’t always think you care about me. The only reason I say this is because the things I went through I wouldn’t wish that on my worst enemy! But I know that what happened to me happened for a reason and makes us who we are. But 95% of the time that I’m out there hunting and I get myself into a sticky situation well, I look for your guidance to help me out of things, for example the hunt last week with the werewolves! Yeah you know what happed! That hunt got scary fast, and yeah I got myself hurt but I really didn’t mind, because I knew you were there to guide me through the worst times. There are times when I feel like if I were to disappear one day, no one would really miss me around here cause no one understands me or even cares about me! That’s why I hunt alone, yeah I know it’s a bad choice but at the same time it felt right for me! All I’m asking is that you look at the way I’ve lived, and hopefully I’ve done a lot more good for the world, and for you, that one day when my time comes a knocken that you can forgive me of the sins I’ve committed! I will try to become closer to you as time progresses, but I can’t guarantee that I will be able to do this all the time. I hope you can still guide me in the right direction for justice, and for me to be able to feel like I matter the world!” I look up at him on the crucifix and continue, “I’ll be back sometime but I don’t know when, so I’ll talk to you more later on! Don’t give up on me just yet! Thanks for listening to me, it means a lot that you have time to listen to my sob stories!” I smile. I get up off my knees and head over to the piano. There was a book of music sitting there, and I opened it up so I could try and play something before I left for home. I played a little piano when I was younger, but it kinda slipped my grasp when I grew up and went the direction I did. I finally found a song that I liked and I could maybe play with ease. I found the song "Does Anybody Hear Her" By Casting Crowns, and I knew that’s the one I could sing along to and play for my entertainment before I had to go. I felt that this song fit me very well at this point! It explains my life, and how I feel most of the days. So I look through my phone, and find the same song to play with! Then I start playing the song with everything I had to make it sound good for ‘Him’ as well as I, because it was like my life story! ![]() Okay so if I was living my life as a movie I would live my life as a dwarf/ skin-changer/ elf because that is the combination of one of my own characters from my Hobbit fanfiction story. I really love the whole story of the courageous young hobbit that helps a group of 13 dwarves retake their homeland from a dragon, and it make me want to follow in those big footsteps and try to follow that example. I would probably be the shy one at the beginning that would just be along for the chance at an adventure, and I would help out here and there. Or I would be the one to save everyone from sticky situations! I guess that depends on my actions from the start. If I got the chance to live in The Hobbit I would jump at the chance to go and hopefully stay! The reason I say this is because I would almost fit in better with the 13 Dwarves, a Hobbit , and a wandering Wizard, more than I would here in this time! I may think I have friends, but in reality all those people eventually end up leaving you at some point and you wont see them again. that's what is actually happening right now to me, one of my best friends left me last year before my sophomore year of high school was over. Then another one of my friends had to move away to a different state because his family. I guess thats what happens... it hurts... but seems to teach us to be stronger and more self reliant. I would probably save the two During brothers from being killed in the Battle of the Five Armies, and also Save the King Under The Mountain... Thorin Oakenshield from his show down with Azog. I would willingly take the place of the three of them if it meant that they would live on there lives the way they were supposed to before Mahal decided to take them from the kingdom that needed a great leader... the Mother that needed her only two boys back safely... and the loving sister who lost her only remaining brother to his enemy over a long strong out battle. That battle had taken a lot of people from The Line of Durin, and it all started when the Arkenstone had been given to King Thror. That stone was the start of all the problems in the first place. The stone was just a stupid symbol of what the king wanted to see, and not for what I truly was made to be. You see the elves had a special chest full of Sparkling Diamonds that were as white as snow, and that was their symbol for the ancestry of every elf to have ever lived in the royal line. Well for the Dwarves... they had that stupid stone that consumed the kings who possessed it to go completely mad, and outrageously gold crazy. When king Thror get his hands on that stone that was his reason to think he had complete power over everyone in Middle Earth, was he SO wrong! That stone only brought rot and ruin to the Line of Durin! Once the gold sickness had been settled into his very soul thats what attracted the dragon, Smaug, he came because of what he hear of this mountain full of riches, jewels, and many other things the dwarves may had kept hidden within the fortress. You see they never truly ruled anyone, and they never looked deeper within that one overpowering stone. Within that stone later would be found as the symbol of valor, bravery, and love for everyone who believed in the King Under the Mountain. I guess the true king never got to see his kingdom flourish, and become his legacy, the image of His Valor, His Bravery, and His Love. He may have been killed by his worst enemy, but he never died a coward! He Never died a heartless fool. He died the biggest Hero the Lonely Mountain has ever know! he died the true King, even though he fell under the spell of the stone, he ran out of that Mountain to lead his brethren into the greatest fight that Dwarves of Erebor would ever hear of. He may have fallen into Legend, but he never fell into Darkness! ![]() Okay so I found this pic on some website and I thought it was funny but at the same time I was asking myself who they heck they got the cat to do what it's doing!! I mean what is this world coming to!! I mean in what world would a cat do this on its own? Cats don't listen like that on a good day! I would know because my family has a bunch of stray cats on our farm, and they never listen like that if theres no food around. May be thats what this cat is being bribed with i dont know! Maybe this cat is being held up by a second person to make this photo I don't know! It's just funny to see something like this and have to think for a second to make sure your eyes aren't fooling you! That's what happened to me! I am still laughing about this and its been about 5 minuets since I've seen it! |
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